It’s amazing how life changes from one day to the next. The never ending learning experience, your victories and your losses. All leading you to the same finale – the end of your existence but a bittersweet journey none the less.
It’s rough,you know? Watching your loved ones grow and watching their life light slowly dim. You always hope for the best and never wish pain upon them. The body is amazing,how it functions and heals itself, how it “works” day in and day out with no oil changes, tune ups or new parts. Then, just one day out of the blue it starts to break down on you.
I know I’m just rambling here but a lot has been on my mind lately and I have the strangest way of coping with it. When death comes, I can’t associate with it – I’m not really in denial because I accept it but I guess I get into more of a daze like it’s not happening, you know what I’m saying? The best way I have learned to vent is in my writings.
It’s great to be able to just sit down and let out everything that’s on your mind. There’s a certain peace that you get inside when you just let go of everything that your try to suppress within.
*sidenote* – I’m going to try to blog more, I know I’ve been slacking. Not all of it’s going to be useful more then likely most of my posts are going to be rambling, personal thought or reflections. I just want to write what’s on my heart at any given time. If I do come across something which I feel is helpful, I will gladly post it but for the most part I’m going to keep this blog more personal from now on.
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